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When people find out that I’m a stay-with-child mom, they often ask, “Are you going to homeschool?” I’m not opposed to the idea, but I really haven’t decided one way or the other. There are so many different options for educating KidFish: public, private, homeschool, un-schooling, etc.
This video with Seth Godin gives me something to think about. He asks a fundamental question: “What is school for?” and challenges me to use my answer to that question as a guide for how I educate KidFish.
Not just how, but why. Start with why. The why should dicatate the how.
If you’re interested in more, check out his manifesto “Stop Stealing Dreams.” It’s fascinating.
I’m finally ready to admit it. I am not good at multi-tasking. For years, I told myself (and others) that I was good at it. I even took pride in my ability to do many things at the same time.
But, after giving birth, I came down with a terrible case of Mom-nesia. I couldn’t remember simple things, like how old I was or where I left my keys.
Stop multi-tasking and start single-tasking
For my first challenge, it seemed appropriate to spend 7 days with a single focus. What better way, than to single-task?
What would life be like if I was fully engaged in the task at hand instead of managing multiple things at once?
Could I still accomplish everything that needed to be done?
Would I enjoy life more?
Before the Challenge:
This is what my typical multi-tasking filled day looked like…
First, I put a load of laundry into the washing machine. While that’s going, load the dishwasher. While the dishwasher is going, prep some food while listening to a podcast, all while trying to play with KidFish and checking email at the same time.
I think to myself, “I’ve got everything started. All the chores will be done in no time. Everything is under control. I’m a super mom!”
But, this is what usually happens…
The laundry gets moved to the dryer 10+ hours later (usually by my husband at the end of the day when I tell him I’ve forgotten). The clean dishes never make it into the cabinet. Something boils over on the stove. I don’t remember a word of the podcast. KidFish gets mad because I only played with her for a few moments before leaving to read (but not respond to) incoming email.
At the end of the day, I’m super stressed and feel like a failure.
What I learned from 7 days of single-tasking….
1) Multi-tasking is my default mode
Focusing on one thing at a time was harder than I thought it would be because I get distracted easily. I’ve spent decades training myself to multi-task and it’s become my default mode. I don’t try to do it, it just happens. It took real effort and intentionality to focus on one thing at a time. It was hard, but not impossible.
2) Multi-tasking does NOT help me accomplish more.
For a long time I thought multi-tasking was the only way to get everything done. It’s not. I accomplished just as much (if not more) when I focused on one thing at a time. In fact, I enjoyed each task more and the quality my work was higher.
3) Single-tasking is less stressful.
I noticed how much other people multi-task. I saw that multi-taskers talked and moved faster because they were trying to do so much at one time. They stressed me out. Doing one thing at a time was way less stressful.
I don’t know if it’s possible to completely rid my life of multi-tasking, especially for a chronic multi-tasker like myself.
But, over the past 7 days, I experienced the benefits of being fully engaged in the moment. Focused time with KidFish was sweeter. Moments with PapaFish were richer. Cooking was more relaxing. Creating was more freeing. Even folding laundry was more enjoyable.
The last 7 days were fruitful and I want to make more of an effort to be present and engaged in the moment.
Less multi-tasking. More single-tasking.
How much would I pay for more time with KidFish? $10,000? $100,000? $1,000,000?
I left a job that paid a $60,000/year salary to be a non-paid stay-with-child mom.
It’s been 2 ½ years now, so that equals $150,000 in lost income. Essentially, I’ve “paid” $150,000 (so far) for time with KidFish.
The way I see it, that $150,000 wasn’t lost income. It was an investment. I used that money to buy some very, very important things:
-my position as the main influencer in KidFish’s life
-opportunities to explain the world to her
-moments of spontaneous prayer, both for her and for strangers
-time to bond our hearts together
-a tangible declaration of my priorities
Could all these things have happened if I worked a 9-5 job?
Would it have been harder and more stressful?
Was it worth it? If I got to go back in time and do it over again, knowing what I know now, would I make the same choice?
YES! YES! Resounding YES!
TwoFish is challenging me to see everyday life from a new perspective. When it comes to worth, I’m seeing that value is determined by far more than just price.
I am a creature of habit.
I drive the same routes. I eat at the same restaurants. I order the same food. I wear the same outfits. And I’m fine with it.
In fact, I like it.
But recently, something in me yearns for growth.
Growth doesn’t come from maintaining the status quo. Growth comes from trying new things, experiencing new challenges and understanding new insights. So in the spirit of my instagram, (everyday life from a new perspective) I created the “7 Days of…Challenge.”
It’s simple. 7 days of doing something differently than I do it now. (i.e. 7 days of waking up early, 7 days of cooking dinner, 7 days of adventure.) After I finish the challenge, I’ll write about how it went and what I learned.
Why 7 days? Is it because it’s the number of completion? Is it because it’s lucky?
Mostly because it’s less than 30 days and more than 0. I’ve always been better at sprints than at marathons. I can do 7 days.
On March 4th (get it? march forth…I couldn’t resist the pun) I’ll be posting the results from my first “7 Days of…Challenge!”
If you’re up for it, join with me!
This moment in time is extremely special. I have the awesome privilege of getting to love the most amazing little girl. In the moment, washing dishes and doing laundry seem so important, but in the light of nurturing and forming a young soul, they seem so trivial.
If I desire to raise my daughter well and to teach her to be a woman of character, then it means that reading stories, stacking blocks and making memories come before doing chores.
I will never have this day with my daughter ever again. There will always be chores to be done. I will not always have a little one to raise.
KidFish is going to do big, amazing things.
She was created for something awesome, something magical, and I get to help her figure out what that is!
Right now, she is small, she hasn’t quite mastered eating and she still needs help going up and down stairs.
And that’s OK.
Today she was rolling around on the floor.
This is what the camera saw…
But this is what I saw…
As KidFish’s mom, I get a privileged position as teacher, coach and cheerleader. I get to help her see beyond what is and help her see what could be.
KIdFish, I hope that the things you see in your mind today, you will one day be able to see with your eyes.
I’m on a quest to reach a far off place called “The Land of Good Mommies.”
It’s a place where moms frolic in the grass with their children, singing and dancing while their dresses blow in the breeze. Apparently, I think it looks a lot like a scene from “The Sound of Music.”
It’s a place just beyond the mountains of discipline, just past the dry desert of eating vegetables and through the treacherous sea of potty training.
One day I hope to reach this land and finally become a “Good Mommy.”
But, you know what? Today I realized that it’s not a far off land.
It’s right now.
I AM living in “The Land of Good Mommies.”
How do I know? Every intentional act of love and sacrifice tells me that I’m here.
Every time I answer with a firm, gentle word instead of a harsh yell, I know I’m in “The Land of Good Mommies.”
Every time I get out of bed in the middle of the night to comfort a scared, crying KidFish instead of pretending to be asleep, I know I’m in “The Land of Good Mommies.”
Every time I answer KidFish’s request, “Will you play with me?” with a “Yes” instead of a look of annoyance for interrupting me, I know I’m in “The Land of Good Mommies.”
Every time I pray for or with KidFish, I know I’m in “The Land of Good Mommies.”
Every time I teach, guide, discipline, love, embrace, nurture or encourage KidFish, I know I’m here.
The awesome thing is we can all live in this land. We can all be Good Mommies. Every moment we have with our kids is an opportunity to be a Good Mommy. Be a Good Mommy today!